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My sister would like to know what I am talking about. Well, I am mostly talking about my husband and children. I have been so selfish for so long, and I am trying to change. With lots of prayer and patience, I know things are going to get better with time. You may be wondering what things. Well, those things are personal I suppose. Let's just say I know I could be a better wife and mother and that is now my wholehearted desire instead of just another item on my list of things that I want to be or do. My family has always meant a great deal to me, but I have not done my best to make them my top priority. I think I have too often been my top priority. I am in the process of giving up myself for them and it hasn't been easy! And believe me, I have a long way to go, but I am going the right way and that is what matters. So, Deb, I hope that answers your question. When I finally get the internet back and do not have to go to the library to blog, I will share more of our lives and pictures too. But for now this is the best I can do. I have been inspired by so many other bloggers to make this a great place to visit, and I am planning on doing that when the net is back in my house. I have also had the desire to start writing again. It's been so long and because of some things going on in my life I had become blank-but it's coming back to me now. So, until then, this is all I can muster from the library computer section.

To All Those I Love

I am sorry for all of my mistakes. I am sorry for not giving you more of my time. I am sorry for the failures and the faults I have that have hurt you. I just want to be better. To do better, and I hope that I am on the right road here. I know that God has placed you in my life to love, to cherish, to give to and to learn from, and I pray that God makes my heart bigger every day, and grows my love wider for you. I have been selfish, and I am sorry!! I am so sorry!! We are so blessed. I am so blessed. I hope that you can forgive me!!